Wrestling

so wrestling started a while ago. a couple weeks ago. wrestling is a really cool sport. it is really hard it is miserable it has no payoff no one cares about how the wrestlers did at their last tournament "wrestlers are a dying breed everyone wants to win but no one wants to work" -coach tod workman that is exactly what i happening on our team we had a rumor going around that the heat got turned up really high in the room so half the kids didn't show up it was a true rumor but that just proves my point. anyways i love wrestling i don't know if its dripping sweat or the total physical pain i haven't decided. but i have recently been getting hurt. my first week at wrestling i pulled both of my hamstrings in my knees this week my back started hurting it makes me really mad i hate being injured. and i hate telling coaches that i am hurt because it always seems to me that they think i am faking. and then after practice when the rest of the team finished practice and i just watched i feel like i'm not part of the team. that bothers me. when my knees used to hurt i would at least start practice and then stop at the end because they really hurt but with my back everyone is telling me to suck it up and my back hurts worse. and then i feel like i'm not being a good partner because when i do suck it up i can't go all out and thats not helping anyone its just FRUSTRATING